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this is me, sami. 21 years of age.

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Feb
21st
Sun
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I need to stop biting my nails and everything around it!

Feb
16th
Tue
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My dear friend has started a clothes line and the website is finally up and running!

So far she has started on t-shirts and bags and both are eco friendly :)
www.ecotributetee.co.uk

Please do have a look!

Feb
15th
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right now, i feel most content when watching this with him…

right now, i feel most content when watching this with him…

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i feel like i’m losing control but perhaps i never had it
Feb
11th
Thu
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have you ever been in love?
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Sleeping with Bernie and Archie tonight. Wish it was him…

Sleeping with Bernie and Archie tonight. Wish it was him…

Feb
9th
Tue
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Wouldn’t mind seeing her live again. Such a beautiful voice.

Wouldn’t mind seeing her live again. Such a beautiful voice.

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back on the motorway

I actually cannot wait until March.

Living where I do, I kinda need a mean of transport to get to everywhere I want to go. Due to not having a working car I am unable to do the things I love as often as I like or at the moment, at all.
When I have a car I can see him more. When I have a car I can go to the cinema. When I have a car I can go out and meet friends. When I have a car, I can travel long distances. I have contact lenses that have been waiting for me to take them back to Specsavers for 3 weeks now…

I relied so heavily upon my little Ford KA. Now I am struggling. Of course I am fortunate that the friend I always want to see the most is less than a ten minute walk away.
Anywho, come the first day of March i will be back on the roads again in my brand new shiny car. Until then, I will simply have to learn patience…

Feb
8th
Mon
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Obsessed.

Obsessed.

Jan
28th
Thu
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sometimes it’s nice to balance yourself on two feet
Jan
27th
Wed
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ex-factor

I’m unsure as to where this bitch attack has come from (Desperate Housewives is on, massive clue I guess) but his ex girlfriends are really not favourable and I need to rant big time!

Ex No.1 Leave us alone you pathetic bitch. Me and him are happier than we’ve ever been and now stronger thanks to your previous meddling that split us up before. Its HIS decision to not want to talk to you, get that into your ridiculous head. I have done nothing to deserve this spiteful behaviour so please just back off. One more thing, you said you went through this yourself so you, more than anyone should understand how uncomfortable you’re making this for me so it’s just the matter of being a nice, decent person.

Ex No.2 I simply just cannot stand you. You’re one of those girls I’ve always tried to avoid ‘Fashion Girls’. From what I’ve heard I feel that my preconceived idea of you is pretty correct. I don’t necessarily dislike you because you’re an ex but because of who you actually are. You remind me of my former self and I was just a straight out bitch. You’re self involved and constantly seek the attention of other men. I like it that you’re not really a part of his life anymore because it upsets me to think that he could still find a friend in someone like you. I think he can find better. I think he deserves better.

And breathe! Holy crap I needed that…

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if you got the money

I wouldn’t mind a lily cole figure.
a skinny body that maintains some rather large breasts.

I want to keep my bra size but drop a dress size… this will be hard to do therefore i cannot be bothered, I shant do it.
If I had the money, I guess I would simply zap all the excess away.

Well, If I had the money to do that then I would rather spend it on a new car - the clutch on Mackenzie has unfortunately bid us adieu. Car shopping on Monday…

Jan
26th
Tue
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i sleep with a notepad of calculations by my bed
— me.
Jan
25th
Mon
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life is hard today